Ghosting Yourself?

      I've been doing a lot of research into what "ghosts" are, and without getting too deep into the weeds here, they're physically based on a very dense form of information that is the direct result of the human brain's activity when it reacts and initiates within the confines of the corporeal realm. After all, when something happens, what emerges is the informational fact that it happened. Regardless of what it is that happened. And each fact is a specific configuration of extremely accurate units of information that fully represent the event that happened, since that's what information does, and that's all that information does. (we won't get into the ramifications of each fact of information on what can and can't happen as an event once enough information gathers within any contextual environment, but to say it's significant is an understatement) 

      Information is permanent, and even if the information is dynamic and aware, it's still permanent. It also - like everything else that has existential identity - will gather together (mass) with the rest of its "kind" as a raw survival response (Identity/ Association). In the case of this dense, aware information, the fundamental aspect that makes it all part of the same team (so to speak) is common authorship. That means that it masses with any information that the same human brain is responsible for bringing into existence under the holon principle of Identity-Association survival response. As a gathered whole, it is what we call the human spirit, and it exists even as it is collecting in immediate reaction to what the human brain is doing from moment to moment. I call it the Gestational Intellect Mass, and we each are actively developing our own as we live our lives. When we die, it is freed and this is who we'll be, going forward from that point on.

      In fact, as we experience awareness (right now) we are actually experiencing each burst of that awareness being brought into active existence as the dynamic and environment affecting information that it is. Of course, our brains are registering these as fully vetted and processed moments of awareness in our short term memory to facilitate proper consistency of self-identity, but the awareness itself is real, and it's permanent as unit bursts of full consciousness. In short, what you know yourself to be is what you are when this life is finished. the only difference will be a more holistic point of perception reference, and that'll probably take some getting used to.

      That means that your "spirit" exists right now and is developing as you read this sentence. As your brain is doing what it does and information is representing each "event" of your brain thinking, reacting, pondering, dismissing....whatever it's doing.

      So, yeah, you can - given the proper circumstances - manifest your "spirit" to another human brain's capacity to perceive it. This involves a fairly complicated confluence of factors that actually depends more on the perceiver's own "spirit" and its ability to establish a feedback loop with its own authoring brain's sensory circuitry, but I think you get the picture. It's not unnatural or paranormal, but then none of it really is. It's just the kind of natural slop in the system that clues us in on the true nature of the system itself from time to time. We can misinterpret it as magic or mystical, or we can study it and learn from it. Eventually, humans will know what they are in a more profound and accurate sense, but we've made pretty big strides to that end considering where we were only 1,000 years ago.

I Have a New Website Coming

      Yep, that's right. And it'll feature video clips and extended examinations of issues and ideas contained within the book TAKING DOWN THE CURTAIN. This may not be exciting news for most people, but for the relatively few who've taken that book on - over the last year or so - it'll be a major breakthrough in figuring out what the hell it is that I think I've actually discovered here. The truth is that - as of this date - no one's been capable of understanding very much of it, and frankly, I'm getting tired of explaining to people that the questions they're asking are a clear indication that they have no idea at all what the book was written to reveal to them.

      Now, I could simply admit defeat and assume that the average person is incapable of ever comprehending what it is that I've discovered, but I suspect that the issue involves the way that most of these kinds of books are written - being 20 pages of information packed into 200 pages of text. This book is closer to 600 pages of information shoehorned into 364 pages of belligerent refusal to run the word count any higher than absolutely necessary. And therein lies the rub, since preparatory information is chronically being confused with the money-shot stuff, even with all the warnings within those presentations to not get distracted by the efforts to establish the sort of stuff that we all know to be true, as the book works to gather it all as evidence and ultimately proof of the veracity of this premise.

      So, the site will work with the book and (hopefully) prepare readers in a way that hasn't been successful within the early pages of the book itself. And I'm hoping that it will. I'm also hoping that it will provide a feedback discussion portal concerning issues that any reader may have with any specific conclusions presented within the book. It may even be the thing that helps someone prove to me that I'm all wet in how I'm seeing things, and if that's what comes of the site, then it'll have been worth the pain in the ass it's being to get the thing up and running.

The Secret To Happiness In Life

I remember when my daughter told me what it was that finally lifted the gloom of her years of teenage angst.

"It was something you told me when I first came up to NH to live with you after mom died," she said.

I was surprised.

"You told me that these weren't the best years of my life. In fact, you told me that these were probably the worst years of my life, since they're transition years and years when I'm being formed into what I'll be as an adult."

"So, why did that make you feel better?" I guess I hadn't really considered that she'd even heard me say anything those initial months as we'd struggled to get used to being a newly formed family of two.

"All my life, I'd been told 'Enjoy yourself now, because these are the best years you'll get in life. Don't waste them.' I wasn't having fun, so I was sure that I wasn't ever going to have any fun. You told me that wasn't true."

"It's not true. Being an adult can be lots of fun. Having the choice to be who and what you want to be is pretty amazing."

She smiled. "That's what I mean. I knew I didn't blow my only chance already. I could still be happy someday. That took a lot of pressure off me."

Today, 15 years later, she's happy and has fun friends and people who loves her, and two very cute little children that she really gets a kick out of. I was right. She loves being an adult

The secret to happiness in this life is akin to what I told my teenage daughter, but it's bigger and much more of a secret than even that bit of truth I shared with her. In fact, this secret is one that many folks really have a hard time with when you tell it to them. Still, I'm going to share it with you anyway. You do what you want with it.

The truth is that this life you're living is the second stage of a two-stage process of gestation that each human being endures before emerging as the completed and viable being that it actually is intended to be. That may seem a bit mundane as far as secrets go, but the implications for each person engaged in this gestational process are enormous.

Your first stage of gestation involved the construction of your corporeal body, and none of you had any control over how that first stage went. Most of us missed out on the "lucky sperm lottery" with its tall, slender, beautiful and rich bonus package, and while we generally get by with what we were handed, most of us would've preferred to have had a bit more input on how that gestational stage was handled. Most of us also believe that that stage was our only stage of gestational development, and that this life we're living is our only shot at life, and (like my daughter believed about her youthful years) that these are the only years we'll be given any chance at achieving happiness and success. The good news is that most of us are completely wrong about what we believe.

This life you're living - this second stage of gestational development - is completely controlled by you. This is the good news. The bad news is that most people have no idea that this is what corporeal life actually is, and it's bad news because they let circumstantial default and other people craft their true and final version of self for them. And while neither circumstance, nor anyone else, has it in for any of us (beyond the usual enemies we all make as life progresses from one circumstance to the next), it's also true that neither circumstance, nor anyone else, is actively trying to ensure that we don't cripple our ultimate selves through our own inattention to this self development process.

After all, like us, no one around us realizes that we're all forming our eternal selves as we live from moment to moment. We're all too immersed within the drama of life, and easy prey for the layers of distraction that shoulder their way into our field of vision. How can anyone expect to focus on self development with all this going on around us and so much that needs to get done if we're to be successful at......
 ....at what?

Well, at being productive members of society. The usual stuff. Paying bills, keeping a roof over our heads, improving our lot in life, progressing in our careers/social standings /enlightenments/spiritualities/artistic-intellectual achievements/ whatever it ends up being that makes life worth living. Basically, living a successful life.

And a successful life is....?

I'll tell you the truth, and it's still a secret to most people. A successful life is ensuring that this second stage of your gestation gives you the tools and capacities to be the best version of who-you-are that you can craft. Building a business empire will give you nothing in gestation unless you build it happily and through your brilliance and personal strength of character. If you do, then your corporeal empire will preview your eternal empire of brilliance and honor, as a true wonder to the eternal realm.

If you build that business empire through guile or bitter competition, then your ultimate self will be severely crippled, since in the eternal realm, the value system is based on character, not wealth, and there's nothing to hide behind - no shelter from the truth of what you've made of yourself. Better that you'd have been a positive and loving economic failure in your corporeal gestation, and suffered through those indignities with courage and grace. Then, those powerful attributes would have transformed your existence upon birth into the eternal realm, and you'd be one of the fortunate few. Like the lucky sperm club members of the corporeal phase.

So, what's the good news? It's obvious. You are in complete control over your ultimate success, and while you're still in this second stage of gestation, you can work to become whatever and whomever you wish to become during the rest of your own personal forever. You didn't get the opportunity to choose your birth parents or manage circumstances while a fetus, but you do get to completely determine the final version of yourself.

So, when you get undercut by some predator (as we all do from time to time) and get bested by some hyper achiever (as happens eventually to each of us) it's helpful to remember that losing in this corporeal phase is in not making the effort to learn from such experiences, and in not being grateful for the chance to learn from them. These are the events that teach you to be a better, stronger, and more significant human being when this corporeal development stage is completed.

It also helps to realize that before you were even born - as you were being formed in your mother's womb - you'd already won the biggest jackpot in all of existence.

You're a human being, and that's as monumental a gift as can possibly be given by circumstance, or fate, or however you want to view it. Even a suffering human being is more blessed than the most contented dining room table ever made. Or the biggest rock in the field. And as an added bonus, that suffering human being has the opportunity to be consciously grateful for the pain and agony, and to view such circumstance as the elite training course that it can be for such a magnificent person. Be happy knowing that with each blindside you accept with grace, dignity and magnanimity you graduate from yet another course in becoming a quality human being.

This is how you can enjoy every moment of life. This is how your eternity becomes your most wonderful phase of existence.

Perspective & the Lawelessness of the Quantum Realm

Consider the following news article...

Back From the Future

by Zeeya Merali; photography by Adam Magyar

http://discovermagazine.com/2010/apr/01-back-from-the-future/article_view?b_start:int=1&-C

From the April 2010 issue 
Discovery Magazine; published online August 26, 2010

A series of quantum experiments shows that measurements performed in the future can influence the present. Does that mean the universe has a destiny—and the laws of physics pull us inexorably toward our prewritten fate?

That belief crumbled when experiments began to reveal the indeterministic effects of quantum mechanics—for instance, in the radioactive decay of atoms. The problem goes like this, Tollaksen says: Take two radioactive atoms, so identical that “even God couldn't see the difference between them.” Then wait. The first atom might decay a minute later, but the second might go another hour before decaying. This is not just a thought experiment; it can really be seen in the laboratory. There is nothing to explain the different behaviors of the two atoms, no way to predict when they will decay by looking at their history, and—seemingly—no definitive cause that produces these effects. This indeterminism, along with the ambiguity inherent in the uncertainty principle, famously rankled Einstein, who fumed that God doesn't play dice with the universe. 

It bothered Aharonov as well. “I asked, what does God gain by playing dice?” he says. Aharonov accepted that a particle’s past does not contain enough information to fully predict its fate, but he wondered, if the information is not in its past, where could it be? After all, something must regulate the particle’s behavior. His answer—which seems inspired and insane in equal measure—was that we cannot perceive the information that controls the particle’s present behavior because it does not yet exist.

“Nature is trying to tell us that there is a difference between two seemingly identical particles with different fates, but that difference can only be found in the future,” he says. If we're willing to unshackle our minds from our preconceived view that time moves in only one direction, he argues, then it is entirely possible to set up a deterministic theory of quantum mechanics.

In 1964 Aharonov and his colleagues Peter Bergmann and Joel Lebowitz, all then at Yeshiva University in New York, proposed a new framework called time-symmetric quantum mechanics. It could produce all the same treats as the standard form of quantum mechanics that everyone knew and loved, with the added benefit of explaining how information from the future could fill in the indeterministic gaps in the present. But while many of Aharonov’s colleagues conceded that the idea was built on elegant mathematics, its philosophical implications were hard to swallow. “Each time I came up with a new idea about time, people thought that something must be wrong,” he says.

      Obviously something mysterious has occurred here. In fact, something is clearly wrong with how we view reality if indications such as these could occur within a laboratory setting. But what could be the truth here? Let's step back and take a look.

       What's wrong - in my view - is the assumption that was made that the two "seemingly identical particles" were indeed identical to a degree that the difference between them (seeing as they are two unique holons in their own sense of logical identity) would prohibit their decay from being affected. Why these three researchers would feel free to invent a time-centric causal factor that involves the future reaching back and affecting the past, is where I find myself focusing, when presented with this notion of "time-symmetric quantum mechanics".

      That these scientists would "go there" instead of accepting the indication of a clear difference between what were obviously two unique radioactive atoms (that difference strongly suggested by the measured difference in rate of decay displayed by each) as being sufficiently obvious enough to be noted as a full factor within the examination being conducted, is one of only two real questions to be addressed. The other question is why these idiots were allowed to present these absurd determinations as responsible science, let alone inspire anyone else to follow up on them as a serious examination decades later.

The Wild Wild West of Quantum Mechanics

       There is a point where organization appears to break down. Quantum theorists believe that relative size is the factor that frees the sub-atomic particle from the confines of predictable behavior, but there may be a much more intellectually responsible reason for the appearance of random mechanics.
      If one allows for the possibility that particle matter is the result of layers of organized (matrixed) units of change itself (raw activity gathered in service of the raw Survival imperative we call Identity, with proxy survival the only hope for such units, regardless of how futile) then suddenly the collapse of recognizable structure when one digs down to the sub-atomic, particle level becomes a lot less mysterious. After all, each organized event trajectory faces an inevitable end. Nothing based solely on the identified causal collective lasts forever. At the quantum level, these collectives are strikingly brief, and it stands to reason that while we may be witness to what seems like random mechanics, what they may be is extremely primitive event trajectories that are constantly replaced by the resulting launches of completely different isolated event trajectories once  they've completed their run. Like a cue ball's trajectory ceasing as it initiates a new trajectory with the 8 ball to end the game.
      Let me see if I can apply another, more complete, analogy.
      If we watch a racquet ball match, the flight of the ball itself seems unpredictable - and at certain levels of perspective, it is. However, when each specific open-air flight segment is taken as one identified linear event trajectory, we immediately recognize the consistency displayed within that segment. Of course, as soon as the ball's organized trajectory is affected by the floor, or wall, or a player's racquet, that trajectory is ended and replaced by a new trajectory that was imposed by the combination of momentum, angle, force behind the impacting agent, and a myriad of other contributing factors. This isn't mysterious, but only because we see it occur all the time. In fact, our daily lives are flush with instances of altered trajectories that manifest in thousands of unique ways. The only difference between what we experience and what scientists examine at the quantum level, is the familiarity we have with what's occurring.
      The identified trajectory of any unit collective lasts only as long as it lasts. That can involve a very long collection of event units, or it can be extremely short. As an extremely sophisticated matrix collective, (featuring both linear and redundant event trajectories in concurrent and consecutive association with one another as a unified linear event whole) the corporeal brain has a difficult time perceiving itself as akin to the rolling of a ball across the floor, but in fact, it is very much like the rolling of a ball across the floor - a multi-level, matrixed event collective, with many tiers of organized activity in symbiotic congress, with the focus being the survival of each causal unit through identity representation of the event whole as an identified holon with a definable window of physical existence that all those contributing units share via logical proxy. That the corporeal brain has trouble perceiving the similarity has no impact on the similarity itself, and this is where the nature of the human mind becomes a factor in the examination of quantum mechanics. Not as a causal factor in the mechanics under examinatiuon, but as a significant factor in the accurate translation of what is revealed by that examination.

Perspective Is What It Is

      Examination is a two step process that involves (1) observation and (2) perception. From there it progresses to translation of what's been gleaned as a result of that examination, but even before that, the data can easily be affected by one or the other, or, as is often the case, a shifting blend of both. The observation of what seems like a violation of laws of physics, may be the observation of a causal trajectory that is so primitive and so finite as to have no impact on the physical structure that ultimately rises from its theater of expression. This indication may not reveal a violation at all, but may reveal the nature of the structural imperative that is pervasive - yet hidden within the sheer complexity of physical structure - as the complexity increases.
      The laws of physics rule the behavior of elemental and molecular structure, and while these tenets have been the bedrock of our understanding of what exists as real and replicable, what is ultimately true is that these are tenets that we created for ourselves, and through a process that had always been limited by our own capacity to observe and perceive by way of our technological sophistication. It has finally occurred that the success of our technologies have presented us with the very first indications concerning the true limitations of our own capacity for accurate translation of what constitutes physical reality. You see, the issue is simple - we, as corporeal human beings, also exist as physical in nature, and at a very specific level, any ability to objectively observe physical reality will be affected by the very nature of how we viscerally perceive our own selves as physical manifestations. Until we can become freed of these traditional visceral notions concerning ourselves, we won't be free to accurately determine the truth about what it is that has gathered to allow each one of us our own physical identity as auto-animate wholes within the larger whole of reality itself.
     There is not and has never been an objective authority that has instructed humanity concerning the truth of physical reality. What the human race has embraced as objective reality has never been more than the subjective observations and translations of the most authoritative human beings within a given society. When viewed through this lens it becomes pretty clear that the reality foundations provided by both science and religion are just as arbitrary as each claims to be true about the other. Religion defends an emotionally arrived upon preconceived assertion, while science grabs its determination concerning a tiny slice taken out of the whole of reality and attempts to define that reality whole as an accurately scaled rendition of that tiny slice. Both have their own unique way of building assertion, but neither is more than the failure of the human mind to allow itself the admission of ignorance concerning all that it can't possibly know or have ever accurately perceived.

      Maybe what's needed is a little humility here. At least before we go and reconstruct the space-time continuum to allow for anyone's belligerent insistence to define a confounding reality for the rest of us.

What We Actually Worship As God

     I'm going to share something with you that I've discovered, and until now have only alluded to. I'm doing this for no reason other than I feel it's important to reveal, and that I realize that very few will ever take on the effort to research what I've published concerning this topic. It takes a hell of a lot to prove what I'm about to reveal, and it's only a tiny fraction of what I've uncovered concerning humanity and its true part within the whole of physical reality. The proof exists, and is widely available if anyone wants to take the time to challenge that proof. No classes, no discipleship, no commitment to anything other than what many here claim is their life's commitment already, and frankly, knowing or not knowing the truth about this doesn't condemn or save anyone from anything other than ignorance.
     What I'm going to reveal is the true identity of what the human race on planet Earth has determined to be the Alpha and Omega of reality itself. Regardless of what it's called - be it God, Allah, The All, The Universal Consciousness, or the Flying Spaghetti Monster, what the human race has declared to be divine is anything but. In fact, it's not even aware that it - itself - exists. Then again, maybe that fact alone makes it that much more than any one of us; or the whole of us as one writhing, seething mass?

Here, then, is the truth about what we worship as God.

     First, a quick sentence jammed with elemental logic to keep us properly centered as we approach this subject. If what we know of existence was initiated by an intelligent mind, then that mind does not, and cannot, physically exists within the confines of that which it initiated. Therefore, the wondrous light that awaits the faithful, with love and acceptance, is not the One who may or may not have willed us into existence. Still, it's not as though thousands of years of human encounters (those recounted by the living and those passed back to the living by the dearly departed) have been lies and/or hallucinations. As with most of what the human mind inhales as fact, the truth lies somewhere nearby. Here's a very brief overview of what the god of our fathers actually is.
     Now, another quick bit of critical thought ----There is no universal consciousness, since manifested consciousness is an epitome existential expression, achieved by extraordinary levels of progressive development; each such isolated trajectory - by logical default - its own inimitable and impenetrable whole. That means that there's only the universal factual representation of all that was singularly conscious and/or merely existent at one moment or the other within each clearly defined "full" reality confine. We call this factual representation the Informational Continuum, and it wholly and accurately represents each and every event that occurs (and has occurred) within a given "full" reality confine, from the most elemental chain of cause and effect to the emergence and ongoing dynamic development of each instance of human intellect.
     From the division of each human cell within the gestational placenta, to the configuration of residual data within the fully viable human brain that is considering the eventual gender of that gestating human potential, to the fact that such a conscious rumination is and has taken place, the progression of each event trajectory results in the eternal factual representation of that trajectory as information that fully details exactly what is and has occurred. This happens due to the truth that when something occurs, the fact that it occurs (and that it ultimately did occur) does - in fact - exist, and will always exist. This truth about physical existence results in the Informational Continuum, and each "full" reality confine is wholly and accurately defined by its own Informational Continuum.
     The eternal conscious intellect - a dynamic version of information in its own right - is physically capable of perceiving all information, including the Informational Continuum; in whole and/or in part. That said, the eternal conscious intellect (defined, for our purposes here as Post-corporeal Human Consciousness - PHC) is an established collective of associated bursts of perception units, and while - as pure perception - it is capable of limitless subjective creativity, it suffers terribly from an inability to accurately translate what it perceives. Its gift of subjective creativity, after all, is its curse of a lack of objective scrutiny. Nothing is capable of being the true antithesis of itself, and while the PHC is the only miracle in existence capable of subjectivity, that miracle comes at a price; a brilliant capacity for delusional interpretation.
     When it comes to accurate assessment, the PHC has many weaknesses, but it is most challenged when it encounters a full and accurate representation of itself (as human perception, in general) - or even a partial and compelling indication of itself (again, as a general representation of human perception) - within a cloned factual segment of the Informational Continuum. Incapable of true and factual discernment, the PCH perceives this overwhelmingly familiar manifestation and immediately recognizes what it knows/suspects about itself reflecting back, as it peers deeper and studies what exists before it.
     It "sees" that this wondrous entity seems to radiate with intelligence, humanity, limitless patience and a fully realized wisdom tempered with what must be pure compassion - given the fact that this brilliant source of all that makes the PHC feel bathed in priceless mutuality is giving of itself freely and unconditionally. It goes without saying that such an encounter has an enormous and permanent impact of the PHC, and it's no surprise when such an encounter is transformational for the PHC that experiences it.
     For the secularly inclined PHC, this segment of the Informational Continuum will most likely be viewed as being God. For the non-secularly inclined PHC, it will be viewed as being whatever that PHC allows it to be - The Universal Consciousness, The All, The Great Spirit, or whatever fits - given the established inclinations of the PHC involved. However, this manifestation is not aware, dynamic, capable of initiation, or alive in the same sense as the PHC that's just pasted an invented identity upon it. It's just Residual Information that accurately represents the endless flood of dynamic information that has emerged and developed (they are events and event trajectories, after all) within that specific reality confine.
     That the PHC "sees" dynamic intelligence radiating from within this Residual Information, and assumes it to be "live", isn't a mystery, or even surprising; and that it projects its own interpretation upon that segment of the Informational Continuum is - again - no surprise. This is the PHC's gift - the creative conceptualization of that which can't possibly exist. This is the sort of genius that only the PHC can bring to reality's table, and this is what makes the PHC so precious.

     I realize that this will violate most folks' sensibilities, but I have proven this to be true, and while I can't force anyone to do what it takes to have that evidence properly presented to them, I can make the base assertion here and let readers mull it over within their own understanding of what is and what just might be. Hell, as a declaration, it's pretty mild compared to some of the stuff I've seen posted on Internet forum amid stars and flags for how wondrous as conceptual breakthroughs they are.
     Do what you want with this information. I just figure that it's not doing anyone any good if I continue to sit on it.